have you ever felt that there was a whole different person inside you just looking for a way to come out? wished you were some really famous hollwoody star?
just imagine.

I'm through with standing in line
To clubs we'll never get in
It's like the bottom of the ninth
And I'm never gonna win
This life hasn't turned out
Quite the way I want it to be

I want a brand new house
On an episode of Cribs
And a bathroom I can play baseball in
And a king size tub big enough
For ten plus me

I'll need a credit card that's got no limit
And a big black jet with a bedroom in it
Gonna join the mile high club
At thirty-seven thousand feet

I want a new tour bus full of old guitars
My own star on Hollywood Boulevard
Somewhere between Cher and
James Dean is fine for me

I'm gonna trade this life for fortune and fame
I'd even cut my hair and change my name

'Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars
And live in hilltop houses driving fifteen cars
The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap
We'll all stay skinny 'cause we just won't eat
And we'll hang out in the coolest bars
In the VIP with the movie stars
Every good gold digger's
Gonna wind up there
Every Playboy bunny
With her bleach blond hair

Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar

I wanna be great like Elvis without the tassels
Hire eight body guards that love to beat up assholes
Sign a couple autographs
So I can eat my meals for free
I'm gonna dress my ass
With the latest fashion
Get a front door key to the Playboy mansion
Gonna date a centerfold that loves to
Blow my money for me
I'm gonna trade this life for fortune and fame
I'd even cut my hair and change my name

And we'll hide out in the private rooms
With the latest dictionary and today's who's who
They'll get you anything with that evil smile
Everybody's got a drug dealer on speed dial

Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar

I'm gonna sing those songs
That offend the censors
Gonna pop my pills from a pez dispenser

I'll get washed-up singers writing all my songs
Lip sync em every night so I don't get 'em wrong

And we'll hide out in the private rooms
With the latest dictionary and today's who's who
They'll get you anything with that evil smile
Everybody's got a drug dealer on speed dial

Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar

Rockstar by Nickelback.

cheers. it must be way exciting to be some sort of star or whatever.
plus you get to meet cool people.
i know, dream on.

heylo;D
i know i just posted like, minutes ago but i totally forgot.
QUIZZES!
yesterday mayo introduced me to blogthings.com and it is WAY COOL.

You Have Many Alpha Tendencies

You're not a total alpha female, but you certainly know how to - and like to - get your way. You're forceful without being intimidating. You're confident without being vain. A perfect mix.

What Crystal Means

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

Your Personality Cluster is Extraverted Intuition

You are: A true wordsmith - a master of words Original, spontaneous, and a true inspiration Highly energetic, up for any challenge Entertaining and engaging, both to friends and strangers

yay, though i dont watch star trek reruns._.

You Are 20% Nerdy

You are definitely not nerdy - in fact, you probably don't know any nerds. You probably care a little too much about your image. No one will know if you secretly watch Star Trek reruns!

You Are 20% Boyish and 80% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine. You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you. A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down. But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

You Are 50% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it!

You Are Totally Addicted to Gossip

You love gossip - even when it's about you. You're up on the latest news about your friends and celebrities. In fact, people know to turn to you when they need the scoop. You don't feel bad about dishing the dirt. If you don't want to be talked about - don't live it!

What Your Taste in Chocolate Says About You

You are sweet, mellow, and easily satisfied. You don't like anything too intense and dramatic. Deep down, you're a kid at heart... and you're nostalgic for the past. You are honest and straight forward. You have a distinct personality, and you make your opinions known. And while people like that you keep it real, you can come off as judgmental. You love being around people. Friendships are important to you. You feel lost when you're by yourself... so you tend to avoid being alone.

You Are An Orange Girl

You live in the fast lane. You love action, risk, and competition. You're spontaneous, enthusiastic, and persuasive. But you're also easily bored - and love to rebel against structures. You resent rules ... as well as people's attempts to control you!

I LOVE THIS ONE:

Your Slogan Should Be

So Easy Crystal Can Do It.

cheers to cheerios;D

You Are Cheerios

Like other Cheerios eaters, you want to be a responsible adult. But you can't help but still be a kid at heart! You try to make good decisions. You're a clean cut, conscientious person. You're the type of person who would never skip breakfast. Part of you thinks that breakfast is too important to miss... But a bigger part of you knows it's too fun to miss!

Your 2006 Summer Anthem Is

Hips Don't Lie by Shakira "I'm on tonight You know my hips don't lie And I'm starting to feel it's right All the attraction, the tension Don't you see baby, this is perfection"

Reeses Peanut Butter Cups

Very popular, one of you is not enough.

super random(;

Your Pilgrim Name Is

Constance Brewster

cool.

You Are Cheesecake

Rich, sweet, and simply perfect. You're not boring - you're just the best!

whatever.

Your Old Fashioned Name Is...

Blanche Gomershall

You Are a Fun Girl!

You are all about having fun - and you don't need to drink to have a good time Sure, you've thrown back more than a few every so often But getting totally stupid and wasted is not your style You're the life of the party, by keeping everyone laughing and smiling

oh joy, the VERY GAY TINKY WINKY:D

You Are the Very Gay Tinky Winky!

Purple with a gay pride symbol... how could he not be gay? And that red purse is divalicious!

yay yummy!

You Are Chocolate Fudge Brownie Ice Cream

You just don't know when you've had enough (or too much)!

not my favourite, but cute.

You Are A Strawberry Ice Cream Girl

Sweet. Romanic. Genuine.

nice:]

Your Monster Profile

Iron Goblin You Feast On: Beer You Lurk Around In: Sewers You Especially Like to Torment: Emo Kids

i must admit, mayo has got me addicted to quizzes:)))
ok byebye!
love, iron goblin♥

p.s. me and doobie both think that.
JASON DOLLEY IS SO HOT;D
♥

hello♥!
i have decided to listen to mayo and post more during the holidays(:
eew the font on my comp is WEIRDD, i hope it turns out alright when i publish this post:D

just came back from squash♥ and GUESSWHAT. we played dog and bone instead of having PT!!!!!!! i love senior-junior bonding time. coach says we have to greet seniors;D OH and there was this DSA squasher whos in p6 this year who hits back wall like, prooooo. as in, compared to us;) scary so many DSAs this year. so much more competitionD:

ooh btw, everyone must go and see mayo's new blogskin! and more importantly, spam her tagboard:))

hmm anyway. what to say, what to say.
ohohohohmigosh everyone must go watch MINUTEMEN! its super cute! on disney channel. i watched it twice:D

OWWWW dammit i dropped the keyboard on my foot.
hurts.

anyway, ooh yes SATURDAY! followed qian to sleepover at uncle samuel's house:) charmaine, sarah, ethan who are all...preschoolers. and qian, joseph, isaac. yep. awkward, but whatever. i love sleepovers♥

ack homework. sorry random thoughts.
#1 chinese stuff. like, a lot of chinese stuff D:
#2 history ws
#3 math. dun think im gonna do cos my worksheets are in a mess have turned into abstract art. like, picasso or whatever:D
#4 lit PT D:
#5 geog research on some river with a super long name.
#6 japanese.
#7 eng book review -.- i only read two pages.
#8 train squash!
#9 LOSE WEIGHT! grahh.

if i left my shao nian wen zhai in school can i not do? i mean, how can i when the classrooms are all locked? i know cos i checked.
ok so as you can see, i suck at homework. maybe i should just drop the topic.

RESOLUTIONS, RESOLUTIONS;D
i, crystaltangsining, am going to watch KUNGFU PANDA and PRINCE CASPIAN.
i, crystaltangsining, am going to have a great time at CHURCH CAMP♥
i, crystaltangsining, am going to buy a new bag. and a new bottle.
i, crystaltangsining, am going to buy the best psp cartridges in the world.
i, crystaltangsining, am going to eat less, sleep more.
i, crystaltangsining, am going to finish my holiday homework faster than my brother:)
i, crystaltangsining, am going to watch all the new episodes of spongebob squarepants♥
i, crystaltangsining, am going to bake brownies!
i, crystaltangsining, am going to post more. of course.
i, crystaltangsining, am going to convince my mother that i am not ano.
YAY ME♥

haha ok have to go pretend im doing work cos my brother comes in to check every few seconds. bleh.
byebyeeee!
love, crystal♥

hello!
omg this is the coolest thing:)) i am in my mom's office ALL ALONE ON A SATURDAY. and blogging. apparently all games sites are banned. duh.
anyway i'd better update before going for holiday<3church camp! yep sorry i have been very lazy to update, but the june holidays are hectic. and i have been trying, in vain, to lose weight. its not easy considering my mom thinks in going ano and is trying to get me to eat more. but whatever.

the crappiest most retarded moment of the year.
me: oh look block 487!!! yay.
mom: drives into carpark of pasir ris block 487.
brother: eh it looks different.
mom: but they told us it was block 487.
me: weird.
mom: wait, dont they live in tampines?

so as you can see, we suck a lot at directions.
and telling the difference between pasir ris and tampines.

yesterday a few of us went to karmun's house. i never knew people still had birthday parties, when they turn 13. anyway karmun invited 30 people and 11 people turned up:) me, mayo, clara, yanhan, kimberley, sophia, huixian, moira, nicolette, anabelle, szening. karmun's condo has a swimming pool ON TOP OF A CARPARK. coolcoolcoolcoolcool.
it was um...fine. just that karmun and nicolette and anabelle left halfway to go to the bigger pool downstairs and so the rest of us just stoned there suntanning. haha so me and mayo antisocially went to a corner to suntan dry. who knew fbts were so absorbant.
oh yep before going there me and mayo went to united square 2 to buy more presents for karmun;D then clara came. very late. ooh then we saw sophia at the mrt:)

oh crud someone just came in...
bye!
love, crystal.

yay kiddy title cos it is my first real title. you might have noticed that the other titles all say "hello♥"
how accomplishing:)

argh i spent half an hour yesterday writing a post then POOFIE it disappeared so i have to wait till todayD:
HAPPY BELATED POST-MYA CELEBRATION.
MYAS ARE OVER, BABY. THOUGH WE ALREADY GOT ALL OUR PAPERS BACK.
my mothers day present was quite disastrous cos the candle wax kept flying about like flies.
sorry no picture this time. heh all my pics are in my phone and i've been too lazy to do anything about it...
ok and sorry for all the letters i owe, esp rosalie who gave me a letter quite a while ago and my angel. and clara:D GAYPOK. anabelle.

MONDAY. went cineleisure with mayo amanda doobie. WHAT HAPPENS IN VEGAS♥
very sweeeet yay so everyone must go watch. even if zhihan insists that speed racer rocks more.
YOU KNOW WHY. love the quote.
then went to squash at tanglin:)))) almost got lost with alethea. we went to the wrong stop, you see.

jabbery! jodee's blog! jodee has a lot of emo posts. so fun to squashsnr blogsurf.
today there was this cool uprooted treee in front of the rgs busstop;D
i took a picture but its not on the comp yet.
when i get the nice pics i will post them! benedict's gay pose is SO GAY.

eeyer i have no mood to blog now. 110 has yet to finalise the participants of the racialharmonydaydance♥.
hee hope this post wasnt too boring:(
shall go listen to lollipop:) so CUTE!

ok byebye!
love, crystal♥

yay today's match was GOOOD;D
we lost to SC 3-2:]
yay quite close already cos they have 3 national players and we have...1. who is called lifang;D
B'DIV♥
i love RGSQUASH!
we are the R
we are the R-G
we are the S-Q-U-A-S-H-E-R-S
we have S-Q-U-A-S-H
in our H-E-A-R-T
and we will F-I-G-H-T
forever more more more;D
heh.

lalala i am happy;D
i have decided to quit japanese to free up my schedule;D just hope my mommy will sign the form cos she doesn't want me to quitD:

hillsong concert i want to gooo! hypochondriac i want too;D wheee♥ have to go check timings tomorrow.

i feel random and highhh:] my hands are numb i think cos of yesterday's training. i ate so much just now;D 1 slice of cake, 1 bowl of cereal, zingerr with free refills;D 3 muffins (yumyumm the sec 2s baked them) and dinner nowD: FATS! D:

shape poem left to do! shall go do NOWSOON;D
haha sorry super short post;D

byebye!
love♥,crystal;D